The Haze II

How difficult is sometimes is to discover your own thoughts. I have lately been in a somewhat mellancholy mood and am having trouble realizing the cause. I suspect that my LSAT preparation is overloading my brain with, not only information, but emotion, expectation, and anxiety. I wish I could take this f#@!ing thing today and be done with it, but alas, I still have four weeks to keep my mind sharp--although this is becoming more and more of a struggle.

I also suspect my mood to be the product of a large combination of starting school, DMCS preperation, sleeplessness, a screaming baby, learning the best techniques for coaching 10-year-old swimmers, et. al. This is a trying month but one that will undoubtedly prove one of the most rewarding, however our generation is increasingly focused on instant gratification and in my situation this aspect is almost completely absent.

As for the haze, it has been lifted by one recent activity that was alluded to in my earlier post, I now wear glasses. As you can see from this picture I am now completely enthralled in nerd-dom. For those of you suspecting this for some time, your suspicions have proven themselves as I am now a card-carrying member of the four eyed miltia. I guess I could have just gotten contacts (or is it contacs? I am really not sure) but I guess I feel like distancing myself a little from the dirty hippie image--while trying to stay funky. Who knows? All just part of haze...perhaps things will be a little clearer in my next post...until then...